4 Months

I can't believe it is time for another monthly update post?! Ahhhhhhhhhh PLEASE MAKE THE TIME STOP! I feel like I wake up and blink and a day or even week has passed by again. If anyone knows anyone with a time freezing machine - PLEASE - share the secret with me. I am so in love with Max and her crazy little personality at this stage it is unreal. Sure she has always been cute (and maybe I am biased but she is seriously adorable) but now her cuteness is almost toxic. I mean the smile and personality that is coming out of this little 12 pound nugget of fluff is amazing. It could melt the abominable snowman's heart to pieces. In the last few weeks Max has kind of left that blobbly little baby stage behind, kissed it goodbye and moved right into an adorable slightly moldable, I can kind of sit up and play with you stage. I use the term play loosely because she mostly just grabs at whatever she can and non-intentionally throws her stuff on the floor and this is all after she puts whatever it is in her mouth to gnaw on and drool all over. Her true colors are really starting to come out she smiles like it is going out of style and that baby talk is a constant background noise now (she will definitely be like Mommy with this character trait). Even when the nurses shot her up with 4 different shots this time they sat and stared in awe at her reaction. Yes she screamed and cried but the second I picked her up and cuddle her into me she stopped. Just went quiet and cozied right up into my arm pit. Bottom line is we had a great baby. She sleeps, she smiles, she shits like a machine and she rarely fusses. It actually almost makes me want to go and have my tubes ties because every ounce of good baby I had in me was  used up on Maxwell. There is no way that I could have a second child that is so calm and not fussy and well just kind of easy. Honestly at times I almost feel bad when I am talking to my friends and family that have babies about the same age because I don't have a whole lot to complain about. Actually on that note I am done talking about it because I am SURE I just jinxed it all.